Christmas Thoughts

As I sat and listened to the song "First Breath After Coma" by Explosions in the Sky, it put me in a mood where I couldn't help but think. Think about what, I don't know, but I just sat and thought. The more I thought the more I thought clearly about different things in my life like: why I did so poorly my freshman year of high school and why I don't hang out with a lot of my friends outside of newspaper a lot. So I thought about it. And thought about it some more. And I finally realized, that I shouldn't be thinking of this kind of stuff. Why would anything like this be even grazing my mind? I don't know. Can't explain it..